Supermarket Sensory Overload
I
hope no one gets offended by this, but my love and I went grocery
shopping today which is a sensory nightmare for me. So every time we stopped to
look for what we needed on the shelves, I stimmed by swaying/rocking. I also
cannot think clearly, and I do not don't speak well as a result. I repeat what I am saying in different ways. I also
get unreasonably impatient. My guy is awesome, and conscientious of my
anxiety. So he diffuses me by saying, "I love shopping with you, it's
like shopping with Rain Man,"...I have a warped sense of humor, which he knows all too well, so I
thought this was hilarious (granted I know that the Rain Man character had
Classical Autism), but it worked. I feigned being incredulous,
and jokingly told him he better watch it or else I was going to put him
on the serious injury list...I know, I know, so wrong..but, making me laugh shifted my focus from
my agitating environment, and kept me from shutting down.
I did do one incredibly lame
thing though...while waiting in the checkout line naturally there was a
person behind me. My spot in line, I was standing in front of the soda
fridge. I had no idea that the man behind me wasn't waiting in line, but
waiting for me to move so he could get a drink for his daughter out of
the fridge that I was blocking. I realized this when I moved up in line,
and saw him get a drink out of the fridge. I was a little down on
myself for being so utterly self centered and oblivious. My guy made me
feel a little better when he said "I remember be taught to say excuse
me."...I guess he's a bit right, but I really need to be more aware of
the people in my surroundings.
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